When not to write a blogg?

I normally feel safer to write a blogg when sober, I ask my self why? It's likely because when I'm drunk more is at risk of being revealed : perhaps. However, is it bad to reveal more or is it safer to keep back some of my inhibitions?










Hmmm, tricky!

Well, a bottle of red wine later let's try it shall we?

The expectations I have of this blogg is that it would be emotionally intense so no point in trying to hold back on that one.

We have a party tomorrow so normally we should be holding back. I think I had a drink tonight because I actually feel quite liberated and quite free. It will not make sense to many that know me at this stage but it will become clear I hope soon if all goes the way I hope it will.

For many years now I have felt that there is this creative, energetic, visionary side of me that is frustrated and wants to get out and show what it can do. It feels like I would be willing to place an enormous bet on how massive this potential is. It feels like I want people to keep an eye out , to watch this space! For so long I feel I have been held back and just waiting to be released and that moment is so near and everything is at stake. One part of me is nervous and begging for the uncertainty to stop where the other part of me is saying "Bring it on!!"

For the first time in my life, I'm not scared of the challenges and not afraid of showing what I can do whether there is a risk of failure or embarrassment. I just want to get on with it and use this energy I have. I have this massive pride on my work on consumer protection and law. I feel I can really contribute to society in making the progress needed work not only for the consumer but also for those risking in those new ideas and innovations. I know I can also tap into my creative side at one stage and take full advantage of my passion for photography. Time will tell.

The clock is ticking and not just one but a colossal amount of shackles are in the brink of being removed. How on earth am I going to feel about this and what do I do if that does not happen. I believe in fate and which ever way it goes, it will shape a route that will allow me to use my full potential!









The 10 year old that took Currys on and won his case is ready! ; )


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